Holy crap! I’m leaving. It’s one of those things that you know is inevitable but you block it out of your mind for sanity’s sake... like going to the dentist. But alas I must leave. Tomorrow is May 16, 2011 and that is the day Cassie, Madison, Bryce, and David arrive in Praha. That is the day a new adventure starts. And that is the day I must begin to grasp the fact that I am leaving my beloved city for good (well at least for a while). But the scary thing is that I can’t predict the future, especially because I am in that phase where I have absolutely nooooo idea what I want to do with my life or where will be in ten years, and therefore no idea if I will ever be able to be here again. Will I ever go to the strudel man again, or have a beer at U Sudu? Will I ever be in a situation where I can jump on a tram after school and go to the opera for $5 as my afternoon activity? Will I ever see my Czech friends again? will i ever do homework at Cafe Pavlac or get choclate soup at Coco Cafe? Will I ever play card games a The Big Labowski's or drink cocktails at Bacowski's? WIll I ever go to another Zizkov carnival or walk the beer gardens of Petrin hill? Will I ever eat goulash three times a week again and wander the Czech country side on my days off?
The next day I went to Karlstien castle with a friend (Magda) who lives nearby and my two of my friends from kazakhstan. Let me paint a little picture for you about this little village an hour outside of Prague. You exit the train and there is nothing in sight expect miles and miles of green rolling hills and forests. You walk across this bridge and round the corner and suddenly you find yourself at the bottom of a long, windy road, which leads to a fairy tale white and blue castle glistening in the sunlight at the top of the mountain (not exaggerating just to make you jealous... cuz my description is actually more of an understatement). We walked up the cobble stone street where all the little 18th century cottages have been turned into tourist/ souvenir shops and 'traditional Czech food' restaurants, but have remained picturesque nonetheless. Once you walk up the path through the forest you finally ascend to the hunting Castle of Holy Roman Emperor Charles IV, who picked the site because it reminded him of the French country side and was the only place he found peace and solace. Lets just say I have been to a lot of Castles all around Europe and Karlstein is in my top 3. After touring the intricate architecture and climbing the tower to see the most spectacular view of the village, we followed a path down the mountain to Magda's favorite secret place for lunch. We had Kofola (Czech communist coca-cola) and Svickova (beef and dumplings with cranberry and whip-cream...veryinteresting flavor) in a restaurant that was tucked away in the side of the mountain. It was a spectacular day. That night I visited my friends from bible study and had a movie night pigging out on snacks and candy, which was also great.
It's not that I dread the future; it is more that I know I will never be able to repeat this stage in life. On one hand that is a good thing because what is to come has the potential of being just as exciting but on the other hand it will always be different.
So because of this realization I decided to live up my last weekend in Prague to an epic proportion. I started the weekend on Friday volunteering at a Czech preschool. I woke up a 6:30am to be at the school by 7:40am, walked in, took off my shoes and played with the cutest little toe heads you have ever seen in your life for a good three hours. By the end they were calling me "maminka" (mom in Czech) and speaking to me as if i knew what they were saying while i nodded my head and continued to repeat 'good' and 'pretty'. Then at one point the other English teacher came over to remind me that us Americans aren't allowed to speak in Czech for fear we will ruin the learning curve of the young ones.. haha. how humiliating. I probably learned more about Czech culture from the kids in one day then a month here in Prague talking to adults. you learn a lot about a society from the way the kids act because they merely watch and repeat what they see, which gives you great insight into what goes on behind doors in Czech houses. For example the girls run around crazy while the boys sit silently playing with their toys and obeying all the rules :).
Later in the day I met up with one of my friends from Slovakia and started the process of 'the last hangout before I leave" which will no doubt last until Wednesday night and which regrettably only prolongs my agony...
The next day I went to Karlstien castle with a friend (Magda) who lives nearby and my two of my friends from kazakhstan. Let me paint a little picture for you about this little village an hour outside of Prague. You exit the train and there is nothing in sight expect miles and miles of green rolling hills and forests. You walk across this bridge and round the corner and suddenly you find yourself at the bottom of a long, windy road, which leads to a fairy tale white and blue castle glistening in the sunlight at the top of the mountain (not exaggerating just to make you jealous... cuz my description is actually more of an understatement). We walked up the cobble stone street where all the little 18th century cottages have been turned into tourist/ souvenir shops and 'traditional Czech food' restaurants, but have remained picturesque nonetheless. Once you walk up the path through the forest you finally ascend to the hunting Castle of Holy Roman Emperor Charles IV, who picked the site because it reminded him of the French country side and was the only place he found peace and solace. Lets just say I have been to a lot of Castles all around Europe and Karlstein is in my top 3. After touring the intricate architecture and climbing the tower to see the most spectacular view of the village, we followed a path down the mountain to Magda's favorite secret place for lunch. We had Kofola (Czech communist coca-cola) and Svickova (beef and dumplings with cranberry and whip-cream...very
The next morning I got up really early to visit my friends from Pardubice (about 1:45 min outside of Prague). I have been meeting with my friend Darina for English conversations since February and actually became really good friends with her over the months. So I finally got to visit her and her boyfriend Marek, (who has also become a good friend) in their home town. After I arrived we drove into town, saw the town square, their local Castle and learned all their local legends. After a great lunch at their favorite place we drove about 30 minutes into the country side to a small village called "happy hill". Literally Czech style disneyland...expect real. This village is unique in that no one actually lives there anymore but has been preserved into an exhibit type space where all the houses are originals from the 17th, 18th century. The houses are wood with stone floors and are scattered throughout the forest with a stream that circles the outside. The open fields and rolling hills go on for as long as the eye can see and all the shades of green overwhelm the senses. It is amazing that just a couple miles outside the city is the beautiful nature of Eastern Europe and the breathtaking Czech countryside. After our little adventure we head back into the city and get dessert, walk around, get coffee, and then say our final goodbyes. But never fear they are going to come visit me in LA! :) (or at least that is what i tell myself to make my goodbyes less devastating)
Anyway, I came back home and am now getting ready to pick up my friends from the airport tomorrow!
So my last and final thoughts are: I LOVE PRAGUE! I have loved every minute of my time here (even the lonely, homesick moments because they simply added to the overall experience). I Love Zizkov (my district in Prague)! And lastly I love Jesus because he has blessed me beyond belief and given me siblings who loved me enough to pay for my experience, parents who supported me during my time here, and friends and family who miss me and will be there when i come home. I didnt do anything to deserve this. I was born into privilege and was born into a world that allows me to travel, be mobile, experience, learn, observe, relax, and live freely. I cannot ignore the fact that not everyone gets this experience, but that just means that I am in more of a position of service to those around me. I have been given the world and now it my turn to serve and bless the world the same way it has blessed me.
So thank you for reading my blog and joining me on this journey. It was comforting to know that I was not alone and that I shared much of my life changing semester with the people I love most.
this is my final goodbye and me (for the last time)
Czech'ing out
Czech'ing out